life of a fashion student

2009-02-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

First thing in the morning my boss said cheerfully: HAPPY CHUP GOR MEI! I am nineteen turning twenty and this is first time I heard this. No on told me about chop gor mei before. Innocently, i asked my colleagues. One said it is the chinese Valentine's days. Where all the old chinese ladies will stroll on the street. If a gong zi/ shao ye(young master) have a liking for her, he will call the match maker to visit her house the next day. Immediately I told another colleague: "Lets go out tonight and walk along orchard road!!"

Well, I rushed to Bugis right after I left the office. Wanted to eat veggie rice from the store I frequent but they are close today. ): I am so happy to be home after a long day. I just want to be in my cosy room.

Chinese New Year
What is the first thing you do once you get and after a long day of visiting? Open your ang pows right? Not for me this year. I just wated to get home and rest. My mind was filled with going back to work at Fendi. I might sound crazy but I just it is the matters of the heart. It felt so bitter when someone is ignoring you. Maybe you are not even a bit interested. But because of you, I know who are the people who care. Thanks for being there lovelies. I am so over you. . .

Today is the last day of CNY, I should put aside some time to open my ang pows. (: Lucky OX year to everyone! ;)

4th Feb 2009 Wednesday
Brother Kim's birthday! I love you! Of course I love him if not i wouldn't buy a pair of diamond studs for him. :D I worked till 10pm and I felt so bad the peeps had to wait for him outside Zouk! Okay let me confess: It was my first time in Zouk!! Like finally. I don't really like clubbing. Not that I've not been to a club. St James, MOS, yes. For fashion shows. But right after the show I just went home. Didn't have the mood to even stay on to mingle. So back to Zouk. I love Mambo! Don't laugh at me but I guess it is the group of people you are with? They are such a fun bunch! Everyone was so high on alcohol and what not. And I was gulping a variety of vodka and martel(thanks to Terence). I was like a little monkey trying to mimic the hand movements. 'Love in the first degree' is the only step i can memorise in my heart. Haha! But I just can't dance there. Sorry but I was classical ballet trained. Not clubbing style please. I will just faint :/

I've met my fair share of weird fishermen. Two chinese and one Italian. Creepy i was so freaked out can!

So, clubbing is not a bad thing afterall. Because I stay with my brother and his friends. Once I am out of their sight for 5 seconds, I received two messages: "Where are you?? Come back now..!" Awwwww, how sweet. Just seeing some people dance really tickled my funny bone. :P

Random
Great and I had sore throat/inflammation on Thursday. Felt a tad feverish. Difflam lozenges and Danzen does wonders. I have running nose now!!

Wanted to go Chinatown last weekend but because I am sick I had to stay home to recuperate. And I watched tonneless episodes of The Gem of Life. :D I will make sure I visit Chinatown this weekend. Breakfast, dessert, tutukueh, shop around and around and around for textiles, toiletries, pastries... etc. Oh you make me dizzy! I can't wait!

I can't believe I'm turning 20. Sometimes I wish I am older. Oh wells. Although I'm still quite a baby I don't want to be seen as one. ): I hope I will grow wiser. Not so naive at least. And don't fall in love so quickily. I get smitten easily, that is bad.

It is 8pm and i have not taken a shower cause I am going to meet Jenna in JP later. Dinner time ;)

Valentine's
Oh dear! No one is dating me on Valentine's! But who cares. Haha. I got a heart cookie sprinkled with heart bits from the boss. How sweet!

2009-01-23T05:57:00.001-08:00

I love my boss. Truckloads, lorryloads, tonnes and a gazillion. I am really grateful to have met her. For she is the best boss and teacher! I won't be seeing her the whole of next week cause this super woman is taking a well deserved long relaxing holiday. ;) Well, I feel so loved, by eveyone in the office. Rushed to Jurong Point after work to get undergarments. No, not red. And now I am home. I blogged partly cause it has been ages and I'm waiting for time to pass!

Rejoice! Cause Dad is on his way back, oh how I miss him. After which Junior is dropping by. And off to the cinema with big brother and his friends. I want to watch Red Cliff 2! Anyone? (:

I had dinner with Marcus last night. He suggested Dempsey but I was craving for Ayam Penyet :P as usual! While we were crossing the little road from lucky plaza to rolex building, a car almost bang me but I just stood there and stare at the car. Oh dear Marcus thinks that moment is priceless! I think I'm just a laggard. Slow reaction I have!

This issue has been on my mind for quite long. Now that i'm experiencing working life and seeing how others are working. I am wondering to myself: Career or family? In this case family is not my mom and dad and brothers. I'm talking about settling down. Not now but in the future you know what I mean. Per last blog entry, you can see the hectic schedule I have everyday. Can't even fork out time to shop in peace. Oh dear oh dear. I want to get married and have cute little kids! I don't want to work and work and work and neglect my own life. But I guess this is what modern women are facing, no? I wonder how many ladies and men are married in Ngee Ann City office tower. Shall I start a little survey? Hmmmm.

Did I tell you before that I find guys my age extremely not matured. Twenty five and above.

I'm smittened.
Sweet sweet sweet.

2009-01-09T06:56:00.000-08:00

Been weeks since i last blog! Kindly let me repeat myself i practically work 7 days a week and i am extremely busy. My skin is aging badly and the dark eye rings are darkening as times goes by. Crazy life. 24 hours a day is definatelty not enough! I don't want to be naggy but let me repeat myself here. Wake up at 7am and leave house at 8am. Reach office at 9am. Work don't usually end at 6pm but 7pm - 8pm cause i love work and basically my boss. Anyways yes by the time i reach home it will be like 10pm? By the time i wash up and settle down its like 11pm! And check personal mails, facebook and whatnot it will be 12am~ Time to sleep and start the day at 7am all over again. Come on, 7 hours of sleep is NOT enough for me. :/ How I wish I can sleep in on saturdays and sundays but no! I have to work at 77th street till 10pm. Just Kill Me. But REJOICE cause this weekday is my last there! I'm free to rest from next week onwards! Extremely happy! Please be happy for me! ;)

So let me talk about some historical stuff.

ADVANCED DIP GRADUATION DAY FOR RAFFLES DSIGNERS!! :D

9th December 2008 at Ritz Carlton

(all pictures are uploaded on facebook)

The little brother

Programme director Sherna!

Receiving cert on stage.

IM LOVED!

Juicy!

Dior!

Receiving a famous blue box is indeed a pleasant surprise!

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009! Countdown dinner party at Orchard Hotel.

ORIGINAL SIN!

Serves extremely delicious mediterranean vegetarian food!

#01-52

Jalan Merah Saga

(Holland Village/Chip Bee Gardens)

God-brother! Daryl's goose came to vist form gold coast!
Both geese having a good time!

2008-12-20T08:33:00.000-08:00

Wonderful friday! Andrew fetch me to braddell again! Work was okay! So proud I did another challenging task. Was looking forward to having lunch with Jenna but got caught up with some last minute work. But anyhows we lunched at Yoshinoya! Never plan to lunch at restaurants during lunch hour. It is EXTREMELY CROWDED! Jenna and I learnt our lesson. Maybe we should learn the tai tai way: Call and make an appointment! ;)

While i'm typing, i'm munching on Yoku Moku's choco rolls from Richard Mille. Extremely delicious. Thanks Andrew!

I miss clara truckloads! Can't wait to see her again. Love her to bits. Guess monday will be a busy day since we have a bit of stuffs to do. Wanted to have dinner with Andrew at Jurong point but since I was craving for Boonlay market's food, we had malay nasi lemak ;) What I really miss is the chinese nasi lemak, dry prawn bee hoon and bbq sambal sotong/stingray. So we went to the all new JP shops. And last but not least, FAIRPRICE XTRA! Hahaha. Extremely cold inside, have to bring along a sweater in future.

I miss the koala! OMG. Can't believe it.

2008-12-17T06:58:00.001-08:00

Andrew is so sweet to fetch me to Braddell MRT station! First time at work without boss ): I miss her! Received an extremely challenging task from her! To write about the lovely Selleria hobo and messenger bag. Woohooo. Extremely busy day. So many people walking in and out of the office cause of Dior sales. Oh yes! check out the peekaboos in Spring Summer 20o9. Extreme cuteness. ;) Miao hearts Fendi :D Had char siew with stewed eggs at Cuppage Ken's ramen with Andrew! Delicious!

Okay random: mom just asked me to visit her gynaecologist. Gleneagles hospital! So far!! zZZzzz

2008-12-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

Mondays to Fridays:
6.45am: Wake up & prepare for work
8am: Leave house
8.10am: Mrt to town
9am: Reach office
730pm: Knock off
845pm: Reach home

FATIGUE.(:

2008-12-13T10:06:00.001-08:00

FENDI x L'Officiel X'mas private event on thursday was pure fun! Just day 4 and it is my first event! Wow. Okay I have a new friend, a photographer. He just love to make fun of me. From my disgusting complexion to my ugly eyebrows! I told him the Dior salesperson is the cutest in the shop and he went over to talk to him! I got really scared but he told me he is his friend. *Phew. Had a glass of Baileys and my face turned super red. The waiter keep encouraging me to eat. Gosh. Ate some yellow tiny i-don't-know what with mayo, smoked salmon with red caviar, raisins with cream for dessert, a little cup of chocolate. Yummy!!!

Extremely exhausted. DO NOT DISTURB. I need to focus big time.

2008-12-05T09:26:00.000-08:00

;) Familiarised myself with Cruise 08 and S/S 09 collection. Packed the PR room. Archived emails. Chocolates flown in from Hkg. Met L'officiel's (Say: Lo-fi-cial) with boss to discuss an upcoming event. I'm in love with the humongous Baguette! Selleria bags are love! I'm in love with the black wool cape, left is a cape sleeve, right is long sleeve! Read magazines. Did powerpoint. Lovelie way to start a new job. Blessed with the best boss on earth. I love you! XOXOXOXO.

And so I met little Dita at Toa Payoh after work to collect something. And went to woodlands to meet Linus to collect something. Hahaa. Mom fetch from JE. I know I have a boring blog. Cause I talk about what I do everyday.

2008-11-30T09:28:00.001-08:00

I long for a free weekend. Going to school on weekdays plus working on weekends is extremely tiring. Woke up at 11am and I had to prepare for work. Mom cooked lunch for Daryl and I. Both of them fetched me to work and went to Chinatown without me ): I was working! Mom and Daryl went cruising at Chinatown, then to Daryl uncle's place to get his clothes. Both of them went home for a little nap, mom fetch ambassador off at the airport ( heard he bought a seat for his doggie ;) ). She was nice enough to fetch me from work and had to rush home to fetch Daryl back to camp. Ahhhhh called korkor down to drive instead since shes tired. Lovelie. Can't wait for March to come, my first free weekend!

"If you love something, let it go. If it comes back to you, its yours forever. If it dosent, then it was never meant to be." Adelia love said to me.
I love you, I'm letting you go..
Will you ever come back to me? And be mine forever?
What if you don't? What if i'm gone one day? Will you know how i've been thinking/feeling? Maybe you should ask Diora, she knows best.
Remember? "Nothing's gonna change my love for you." Now i think you don't.

2008-11-30T09:05:00.000-08:00

CHEESIEST EVER.[Guys don't use this ever, please.]

Case Uno
Miao: This is your change and receipt. (:
Customer: You left out something on the receipt!
Miao: HUH? *STARES.
Customer: Place the receipt for me to see.
Miao: Errrrrrr, What is it that i left out?
Customer: You name and your telephone number!
Miao: Hmmmm. Haha. :/

Case Duo
Customer A was looking for a pair for shorts, but I don't have the size he want. While browsing through more shorts, his friend, customer B started to chat with me. Asked where am I studying, what do I do after school, where do i live, so on. What do I do when i'm free, I told him i'm never free and i'm always doing homework. He asked do I go to to pubs/clubs. He got a shock when I told him no. And carried on saying my boy boy must be very lucky. (Note he used the word BOY BOY. OMG LAH. I seriously think he is like in his late twenties can -.-) Anyways customer A said he is done browsing and ask customer B to leave the shop with him. And so customer B replied: "Wah lau, so fast see finish, I haven't taken her number leh!!"
Miao: Haha, byebye!!

2008-11-29T11:05:00.000-08:00

Mom bought few yards of fabrics and she was so happy cause it is Georgette. And so I asked her to show her Georgette to me! *Gasps. One look and I know obviously IT IS NOT GEORGETTE. Hello mother goose you just got cheated! To futher prove to her, I cut a bit of the fabric and burnt it. Holy moly the residue dripped on my second finger! @#$()$#*%(@*#!!!! Georgette's ash is suppose to be CRUSHABLE. And this stupid fabric is WAX-Y/ melts like man made fiber. Damn. Now my finger is injured and it has been more than 5 days. Hurts big time.

2008-11-29T10:42:00.000-08:00

Daryl: Why are you attracting all the creepy people?
Mom: Does that make you creepy too?
HAAAAAAAAA. Mom was being lame. Obviously she is loving her god son more than anything else. Everything she wanna buy, anywhere she wanna go, whatever she wanna do(including meeting her old pals), she will ask: Daryl.

2008-11-27T18:44:00.000-08:00

Did you guys receive the topshop/topman/ben sherman... et cetera 30% + 10% secret sales sms? I'm bored so i shall blog the daily what-i-do-style. Just so happen it was ben's off day. I showed him the sms and we just have this impromptu shopping trip down to vivo! And i bumped into celina! Wanted to get a cute little black dress from topshop but it is not very body flattering. Anyways ben bought a shirt and a cardigan. Was craving for Thai food so we had some really delicious dishes at thai express. Papaya salad, tung hoon meat ball soup, prawn glass noodle, green curry + rice, soft shell crab. Bought balestier tau sar piah tooooo! Can't believe ben have been staying in balestier all his life but have not tried the tau sar piah! Then to candy empire to get Giottos. Went to Tangs to hunt for more dresses, still can't seem to find any. -.- Off to food republic for cheng tng~ Ben wanted to lend some piano scores so he came over. And i gave him all the swiss miss chocolate variety i have. Yummy! Oh not forgetting Snickers Pods ;)

2008-11-25T06:05:00.000-08:00

heavy. going further and further and its gone.
very heavy.
first love.

am eating the choco chip cookie maddy gave. least it makes me happier for now.

2008-11-21T06:56:00.000-08:00

GUYS! I really HATE IT when you keep asking me am I free to chat or go out. and when I say i'm EXTREMELY busy with school projects and stuff, you will go..."Don't bluff lah", "really meh?", 'don't look like it". HELLO! If i'm really free to go out with you or chat with you online I WILL. But I AM REALLY BUSY WHAT. If you want to sms me when i'm out or whatsoever I will reply you and stuff. Let me tell you what I did for the past few days.

Tuesday: Woke up at 8 -10am to sew fabrics. 10am - 11am shower and prepare to go out. 11am - 12pm took a train to bugis. 12pm -3pm do textile research book and bind it. 3pm - 6pm textile class. Went to Ikea at to source for project stuff till 10pm.

Wednesday: Was suppose to go for class from 10am to 2pm but i wasnt feeling well so i decided to rest. Went to Bugis, Beach road, Concourse to hunt for acrylic boxes. Had a graduation briefing in school at 6.30pm to 7.30pm.

Thursday: Went to school at 10am to look for lecturer. Did project till 2pm. Went around bugis and peace centre and whereever to hunt for printing companies, sat at TCC to call my 7 contractors to bug them for quotation. Met my friend at plaza sing spotlight at 7pm to look for fabrics. went to chinatown at 8pm to look for fabrics. mom came over to fetch us back home. And continue searching for fabrics in my 6 big bags of fabrics -.-"

Friday: Went to Ang Mo Kio Industrial Park to source for acrylic sheets from 2pm to 4pm. Went to Takashimaya from 4pm to 5.30pm to buy acrylic glue and brush. Went to friend's place to collect acrylic cutter and cut scrylic from 6pm to 7pm. Went to Great World City to call my contractors and what not from 7pm to 8pm. Dinner with mom from 8.30pm to 10pm.

My Sats and Suns are gone, full day from 12pm to 10pm. Unless you want to have breakfast with him from 9am to 11am and fetch me to work.

BELIEVE? BELIEVE? BELIEVE?
-.-"

2008-11-15T08:11:00.000-08:00

After typing a short paragraph of my feelings and thoughts and minor happenings, I started to feel uncomfortable publishing aobut my personal life. Life ain't simple. I get affected easily with everything. One jealous person is all you need.

2008-11-11T05:36:00.001-08:00

I LOVE FENDI! :D
& no, i'm not working in the shop as a sales assistant! :P
*The Devil Wears Fendi *muahahahhahaha
JUMPS JUMPS JUMPS AROUND WITH JOYY~

2008-11-01T09:40:00.001-07:00

GIRL POWER IN THE SHOP! :D Four girls hit THAT AMOUNT which the shop have not hit for quite long! OMG! My supervisor hugged me when my last customers bought few hundreds which let us hit the BIG NUMBER! WOOHOOO! :D Ya i'm sad Raymond is not working there anymore. Ai xin came in to help! She laughed so much when my stalker customer(yes the one who waited from 2pm to 10pm last week for me) came back today! Gosh. Then my supervisor told her: "my ah miao... have guys asking for her number everyday since day one." -.-"""" Its not a good thing I swear.

My mom's friend gave me one whole big bag of fabric swatches from Europe and I got no idea what they are except for drill and corduroy. WEEEEHEEEEE. Swim swim swim in fabrics!

My nail is so weak. I peeled like 1/4 of my thumb nail out and it hurts big time. Sigh. I feel so paralyzed! ):

miao: Mommy! My friend ask me to say you are pretty leh!
mom: Help me say thanks! But tell him I am old already. Who is he?
miao: HAHAHA and he say you have a beautiful daughter. He is from Surabaya! Norh! The one who want to go to Thailand with us!
mom: oh! haha ya too bad he cannot go with us.. too little time for him.
miao: Ya lor! Next time lah.. when he come to Singapore you go and make friends with him then you can visit him in Surabaya.
mom: I want to go to Jakarta! To look for Marie the french girl. But I am busy!!! December also don't have time.. even till next year! arghh!
miao: MOMMY! What if I marry an indon chinese next time huh?
mom: then you have to make sure he is educated!
miao: in what way? english?
mom: singapore and indon working standard is different
miao: but I will be staying there what. aiya lets stay there lah!
mom: I don't know.. I might not live that long to accompany you till you are that old you know
miao: ----depression------ :'(
Moral of the story: Love your mom! LOVE THEM! LOVE THEMMMMM!

Random post.

2008-10-31T12:41:00.000-07:00

It is 3.41am now....

King: Hahaha I just came back from Halloween party. Haha I had a nice costume
Me: OMG! So good what did you wear?
King: Haha I upload to facebook then you can see

And at this point of time I feel so jealous and sad ): Even months before I wanted to dress up as a Geisha and go to my virgin Zouk trip. But I guess I am too busy to do that. I can't believe I am doing my report for more than 12 hours since 12pm yesterday. Like seriously. Okay maybe I went to eat dinner and chat a bit on msn with friends for a while and took a shower. Other than that I swear I was stuck in front of the computer.

Will wants to retire soon. He is in his late twenties. I wish he can retire now so I can have my virgin piercing experience and vice versa for him. He can't pierce his ears for work reasons anyways.

I am glad I talked to Kevan and found out he is an interior designer. He is so sweet he is going to check out the price of neon lights for me. ;)

I hope there are no stalkers going to my shop later when i'm working. :/ P/s; last weeks, there were two other guys other than the guy who waited from 2pm to 10pm :/

I am going to Bangkok again from 6th - 9th November with mom and little brother! Wanted to meet Mo but too bad she is flying to Hongkong on the 3rd! Haha cutie asked me to go earlier cause she wants to meet me. OMG I wish I could! I just asked Okta if he wants to go and he said yes! OMG lah.. lucky boy can travel as and when he wish. But he have a presentation on 6th and 7th. So he is left with 2 days which is quite pathetic. So I guess I is not worth it. I told mom he wants to go and she said: "aiya! wasted! ask him to fly on 7th immediately after his presentation!" HAHAHAHHA.

2008-10-28T12:06:00.000-07:00

2008-10-26T10:40:00.000-07:00

I can't believe this customer loitered in my shop from 2pm to 10pm just to wait for me to have dinner and to knock off from work. -.-" Luckily mom came to fetch me. Gosh.

I have been and still am very busy. Tomorrow is Deepavali and it is a public holiday, not. Numerous projects coming up! ;) Eggciting. Just that I don't have enough rest daily. Tonnes and a million trillion undone stuffs. I missed another photoshoot cause of work. Double sigh.

Happy Birthday Euson Liang!

2008-10-22T13:46:00.001-07:00

I've been pretty busy with projects for the past few days/ weeks. so since friday, I have not been sleeping enough. I worked till late for both Sat and Sun. Got home and i have to do my project. Had to rush to Takashimaya to get stuffs for project. And 3 hours of sleep that night isn't of much help. Monday, had class the whole day till evening. Gosh! Tiring! :/ Maddy gave us 2 giant projects, each weighing 20%. :/ Gosh kill me man. One of it require us to find 32 different kinds of fabric. And the other just 12 kinds but we have to do 2 kinds of texturing and what not to it. so its 36 swatches including the original one. So anyways I don't think I have a life now. And it is quite sad. But it's okay at least it kills time and I won't spend time thinking of him.

It takes two hands to clap dude. Sometimes I wonder what is on your mind. I am getting very impatient.

I love this dog to bits. It is from Ikea selling at $29.90. Don't you think it is a lil' too expensive no?

2008-10-12T13:03:00.000-07:00

Working is tiring. Other than that, it is quite normal. I need a good leg massage.

2008-10-10T07:31:00.001-07:00

Fate Exists, but it can only take you so far, because once you're there, it's up to you to make it happen.

2008-10-02T11:46:00.000-07:00

SADNESS fills my heart.

For many reasons. Misunderstandings are never meant to be solved. What can one do when troubles are multiplying. It is okay if it is solved and all is fine but for now it is not. You, you, you, you, you and many more you. Being easily affected is my weakness. Why must I live on other people's thinking? Makes me wonder why am I trapped by dogma. I can't wait to start internship and let the new term begin. Nicotine isn't working well on me and so I should stop being a smoke machine. I am going to Bangkok again in November, this time round with a different purpose. I just feel like shit now everyday. Nothing is helping. Nothing. Nothing. And nothing.. just nothing. Perhaps only you can make my heart smile.

愛得太遲. Ngoi dak tai chi.

2008-09-21T11:46:00.001-07:00

What is wrong with the internet?! AGAIN?! #%@#%(@*#%@&*@%@(

2008-09-19T13:26:00.002-07:00

What rubbish and nonsense. I wish you both well.

This proved my point even more: Guys are Weird.

Please guys don't disturb me anymore! First came J, another J, then D, and E in just 3 months. -.-" Enough of all the crap and bull.

x-------------x

I've always been a Sony Ericsson fan. Was attracted to G900 cause of the 5MP camera and it is red! But I guess I am too poor to get that. Guess what! I saw LG Viewty KU990 (Pink) on Starhub's advertisement! And it is super cheap now. But I have not tried LG before ): Heck, since i'm on a tight budget + it is pink + 5mp camera!

2008-09-19T13:26:00.001-07:00

My mom is damn cute. This happened last night.

Mom: Where are you going?
Miao: West Coast Park to get Mac's hot fudge ice cream.
Mom: With who?
Miao: Friend lah.
Mom: Better don't smoke so much! Show me your ciggs. Count for me now how many sticks are there.
Miao: *counts, 10 sticks.
Mom: Okay so there should be 9 sticks when you are back.
Miao: HAHHAHAHAHA SURE!

x-------------------x

What is the use of worrying? I always think of what Darren said when I told him I just can't forget about him. He told me I have yet to meet any guys better than him. Actually there is someone I know of who is a perfect dream guy but too bad he is attached. All the time I can't bring myself to really like someone wholeheartedly. Like that kind of falling in love once again kind of mood. Simply because somewhere deep inside, eu must know I miss eu, but what more can I say? Rules must be obeyed...

Eu don't wanna talk, about the things we've gone through. Though it's hurting me, now it's history. I've played all my cards and that's what you've dont too. Nothing more to say, no more ace to play.

The winner takes it all, the loser standing small. Beside the victory, that's her destiny.

I was in your arms, thinking I belonged there. I figured it made sense building me a fence, building me a home. Thinking I'd be strong there but I was a fool playing by the rules.

The gods may throw a dice, their minds as cold as ice. And someone way down here loses someone dear. The winner takes it all the loser has to fall. It's simple and it's plain, why should i complain?

But tell me does she kiss like I used to kiss you? Does it fell the same when she calls your name? Somewhere deep inside you must know I miss you. but what more can I say? Rules must be obeyed.

The judges will decide, the likes of me abide. Spectators of the show, always staying low. The game is on again... a lover or a friend? A big thing or a small? The winner takes it all.

I don't wanna talk... if it makes you feel sad. And I understand you've come to shake my hand. I apologize if it makes you feel bad. Seeing me so tense, no self-confidence. But you see, the winner takes it all.

2008-09-19T13:26:00.000-07:00

I saw Soon Eng today in the train at Boon Lay MRT station.

Miao: EH HELLO! *WAVES!
Soon Eng: Hello!
Miao: Where are you going??
Soon Eng: Queenstown to make t-shirt. You?
Miao: Town *I think she din hear me saying that*
Soon Eng: Going clubbing??
Miao: -.-" HAHAHHA No la! Town!

She is still so cute! Anyways, do I look like someone who clubs a lot? Oh my god. Bad image. I mean WRONG WRONG WRONG! I DON'T CLUB A SINGLE BIT. Let me tell you my 'clubbing' history.

First: Ministry of Sound. My seniors had a fashion show, Hollywood Bollywood. We had to be there to support them, learn from them, what ever you call it since my classmates and I have to organised one in future. I couldn't even be bothered to stay on. It was so noisy I went to walk along clarke quay with Harrod.

Second: St James. Yuan was crazy over Chris Daughtry. She learnt that he was in town and is going to have a little concert at St James. She went to buy his CDs in order to get tickets. So Lynn, Lolo, Yuan and I went. We didnt even really manage to see him. We were all along standing outside queueing till the end of the show. How pathetique. After which we walked through dragonfly and went off.

Third: St James Power House. Classmates and I organised a fashion show for Queen's Couture. And the venue is there. Did I even club after? No man although Jennifer tried to make me dance. Oh it's just not for me. Haaaahaaaa.

Fourth: St James again! With the post Mr Sgp party gang. I sat there and look after bags. LOL.

Fifth: This is the future. And I think I can predict the future. Diora thinks I should at least enter Zouk once. She said she is going to lock me up in a cage and release me there. HAHHAHA. Funny little lovepie I have.

That's all folks. I rather stay home and listen to cantopop and classic oldies.
Try some of my favourites:
Dusty Springfield - You don't have to say you love me
LOBO - How can I tell her about you
Frank Sinatra - My way
ABBA - Mamma Mia, The winner takes it all
Carpenters - Goodbye to love
The Platters - Only you, Smoke gets in your eyes
Everly Brothers - Let it be me
The Supreme - Baby love
Bee Gees - How deep is your love
The Beatles - Yellow submarine

If you love these songs, you can be my friend.
Ah, and don't we all love Jason Mraz and Colbie Caillat's Lucky? ;)

2008-09-17T08:43:00.002-07:00

Guys = Trouble and problems.

There is a job which i've been wanting to work. People close to me will know. However it is seen as a BIMBO JOB. Sigh. Furthermore I hope my mom won't mind me working as that after spending so much money and time on a Fashion Marketing and Management Degree. Now, my plan is to work as that for 2-3 years. After which I will officially go back to work. But Terence told me most of his friends who work as that end up getting married. ;/ Then again it is the age of no regret right. I live life once and I should do whatever which will make me happy right? But I dread going for interviews. Boohoo.

Watched Mamma Mia! for the second time. I'm so lucky! Darryl had free tickets. Anyways, I've been stressed over some school work and internship. Damn. And I officially got gun shot in my head few days back. HAHAHAHA. When i'm stress, I eat A LOT. It's quite scary actually. Maybe because I didn't smoke thats why I feel hungry easily. If you realise, you won't feel hungry when you smoke. (: Smoke? Smoking is good. They are stress relievers, right Diora?

2008-09-17T08:43:00.001-07:00

Choy lei dou sor.

2008-09-13T11:56:00.000-07:00

I'm so in love with Jason and Colbie's new song, Lucky! :D Sometimes I wish i have more creative juice brain. Okay i'm supposed to come up with some catchy slogan sort of name for my project. I have to resort to flipping magazines for ideas. Hahaha what a loser man. Anyways! My poor little Harrod I don't know what happened to him, tried to text him and I did not receive any reply. I think those garment and compo drawings are drowning him! *Evil grins. Harrod sister get back to me soon!!!!

I was flipping through magazines in hope of finding catchy names at 7am. Momee woke up and asked me to go to Chinatown for market-ing! So, I bought truck loadsa fish from there. I love fish. I love fish. I love fresh fish.

Caught Mamma Mia! the movie few days back. It's actually a gala charity premiere in aid of Singapore Children's Society. Nathan and his wife were the guest-of-honour and they sat a row behind us! All the while in the movie I can't help but tap my feet! I love Abba's songs. He kept trying to dance and Diora was constantly stopping him. LOL! I almost stood up and dance! The dance and songs are just beautiful. Go and watch people!

Friday night; Terence, Chad and I were suppose to have dinner in town to celebrate Chad's belated birthday. And so Chad sort of couldn't make it in time to reach town since he was in East Coast. He almost cancelled the dinner! FWAH! I sort of got quite pissed off since I was on my way to town. And so was Terence. Changed plans, Terence picked me up at Holland V to head to East Coast. Nice time searching for Big Splash! And it was so funny we were waiting for Chad he said smth like Chad is like a King. HHAHA. Since we don't know what is available in ECP and Terence doesn't like fastfood, we went to where we wanted to eat, Ken Ramen at Cuppage. Tadah! It was 11pm and thank god it's stilll available. All of us had Char Siew Ramen with butter! It's AWEEEESOME! :D:D Wanted to play pool for a while but it's closed down. Dropped Chad off and I took a cab from somewhere near Rence's place. Damn I swear all the cabs which drove past are all hired. I was worried for ten minutes and luckily I managed to hail one. (:

2008-09-10T11:55:00.000-07:00

So freaking pissed! I don't know what's wrong with the internet connection! It just went bonkers! Like WTF MAN! Is it the antique modem? Is it Starhub? OR WHAT! ARGH @#$@#^)&(%^)^@# It sucks to have the internet down! Fookanehneh.

2008-09-08T12:23:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry Desmond.

2008-09-08T10:28:00.000-07:00

Mom is very sweet. I wasn't feeling well and she took a day off! Maybe to accompany me or something. Lau sao-ing is prolly better than having cough/sore throat and whatnot.

So anyways, I just want to say...... girlfriends are forever! Guys are whatever! I mean there are totally no more truthful and sincere guys on earth anymore. See, i've always admired this guy. I always thought he is faithful to his girlfriend and not a playboy etc.. He is rich, comes from a rich family, drives a nice sports car, have a good dress sense and he loves fashion, he is straight!, a total eye candy! He is a guy any girl would dream for. And when I heard another friend telling me he's a flirt, and is always talking to girls in a club, omg my heart crashed. I mean I start to think where are all the good guys on earth!? They are gone! And I just feel that guys are weirdos! ARGH. So anyways I was talking to Hubert on msn and he said I should look for a religious guy! I said NO immediately. But after thinking, I asked him: "are you considered a religious guy?" and he said YES! HAHA OK BINGO. Hubert is funny and nice! And he loves cantopop! OK he listens to Leo Ku to be exact. But Hubert said: "I'm attached". AHAHA. See, 1% of the world's population guys are good and they are all attached. Anyways Hubert I still can't believe that you are Arissa's little brother. -.-"

OKAY! I have another weird logic! Guys love to break girls' heart. Common I've heard enough to make me scared of guys. Don't tell me I didn't experience anything myself and i'm in no position to comment. OH please. ANYWAYS, See, if you were to buy Chanels, LVs, diamonds, Chopards, Rolexs, you will feel so happy! OKAY maybe for me only. IT will make you happy everyday you wear them! They won't break your heart! Who cares if you don't have a bf who will have a tendency to cheat on you and end up breaking your heart? Why must girls shed so much tears for guys? I can live happily with my girlfriends. HELLO DIORA AND FELICIA! We'll always be each others' pillar of support and confidante! We feel so happy together just chit chatting and do all sorts of nonsense together! So, moral of the story, girlfriends are forever! Guys are whatever!

The weather is very cooling. Great for sleeping!

P/s; Diora and I love to shop at supermarkets. It sounds super aunty like but who cares. And I just feel like getting married NOW and just buy and do everything for HIM. Everything will revolve around him. Like what kinda toilet paper to get? Must be the soft and thick ones. Cheap and rough ones are a big no no! Buy all sorts of Hot chocolate sachet, marshmellow, dark chocolate, milk chocolate, hazelnut chocolate and enjoy one cup every night before sleep. Think of what dishes and soup to cook for breakfast, lunch, dinner everyday. Which shampoo is suitable for him. Which body scrub should he use today? Olive? Passion fruit? Papaya? Which face mask should I apply for him today? Are his eyes puffy and tired? Then I will apply St Ive's eye cooling gel before he goes to bed. OMG. I'm contridicting to my previous paragraph. Say hi to my imaginary boyfriend. (:

2008-09-07T12:53:00.000-07:00

Welcome Miao Chan, here is your handwriting analysis.

Miao is moderately outgoing. Her emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, she can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. She has the ability to put herself into the other person's shoes.

Miao will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes she will be happy, the next day she might be sad. She has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because she is in between. Psychology calls Miao an ambivert. She understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, she will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." She doesn't sway too far one way or the other.

When convincing her to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to her. She puts herself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet she will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Miao is an expressive person. She outwardly shows her emotions. She may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.

Miao is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. She weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when she finally has to. She basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.

People that write their letters in an average height and average size are moderate in their ability to interact socially. According to the data input, Miao doesn't write too large or too small, indicating a balanced ability to be social and interact with others.

Miao will demand respect and will expect others to treat her with honor and dignity. Miao believes in her ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. She has a lot of pride.
Miao will be candid and direct when expressing her opinion. She will tell them what she thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want her opinion, don't ask for it!

Miao has a desire for attention. People around Miao will notice this need. She may fulfill this need by a variety of ways depending on her own character.

In reference to Miao's mental abilities, she has a very investigating and creating mind. She investigates projects rapidly because she is curious about many things. She gets involved in many projects that seem good at the beginning, but she soon must slow down and look at all the angles. She probably gets too many things going at once. When Miao slows down, then she becomes more creative than before. Since it takes time to be creative, she must slow down to do it. She then decides what projects she has time to finish. Thus she finishes at a slower pace than when she started the project.

She has the best of two kinds of minds. One is the quick investigating mind. The other is the creative mind. Her mind thinks quick and rapidly in the investigative mode. She can learn quicker, investigate more, and think faster. Miao can then switch into her low gear. When she is in the slower mode, she can be creative, remember longer and stack facts in a logical manner. She is more logical this way and can climb mental mountains with a much better grip.

Miao is a practical person whose goals are planned, practical, and down to earth. This is typical of people with normal healthy self-esteem. She needs to visualize the end of a project before she starts. she finds joy in anticipation and planning. Notice that I said she plans everything she is going to do, that doesn't necessarily mean things go as planned. Miao basically feels good about herself. She has a positive self-esteem which contributes to her success. She feels she has the ability to achieve anything she sets her mind to. However, she sets her goals using practicality-- not too "out of reach". She has enough self-confidence to leave a bad situation, yet, she will not take great risks, as they relate to her goals. A good esteem is one key to a happy life. Although there is room for improvement in the confidence catagery, her self-perception is better than average.

Miao is sarcastic. This is a defense mechanism designed to protect her ego when she feels hurt. She pokes people harder than she gets poked. These sarcastic remarks can be very funny. They can also be harsh, bitter, and caustic at the same time.

Miao is constantly disappointed when trying to reach success. She works very hard, perhaps harder than most, then just before succeeding, something happens that keeps her from success. Often, Miao changes to a second project just before the first one is finished, thus failing to complete the first project. Sometimes she changes because she feels she needs a different challenge. Miao feels dejected. This feeling relates to her failures. This trait is very important in a working situation and in a relationship. She must be handled in a very special way to get the most work from her or to make a relationship last. Concerning this trait, personality modification is available to change her life.

Miao has a healthy imagination and displays a fair amount of trust. She lets new people into her circle of friends. She uses her imagination to understand new ideas, things, and people.

For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Miao has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Miao fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Miao has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Miao just comes into someone's home and helps herself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Miao finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when she was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.

2008-09-06T15:26:00.001-07:00

Ngor sum zhan hai hou tung hou tung. Ngor ji dou nei hou jang ngor. Daan hai dong chor ngor wai hor yiu gan lei fan sau? Lei mou man ji gei.. Daai ga dou gok dak yan wai yau jor leng yat gor naam yan jau lei hou lei. Dan hai si sat um hai gam gah! Ngor hou ngoi lei.. ngor sam hou tong. Dou yi ga, gam yat, ngor sam dou hou tong. Dan hai lei tong mai lei ga peng yau dou um ji dou. Lin ngor dong chor zhong hok jui hou da peng yau dou um ji dou. Yan wai ngor hang chor yat bou... jau hai tong gor gor nam yan hei mai yat cai. Leng dou dai ga dou um wui jor. Ngor ji dou lei hou jan ngor. Ngor ji dou lei ka yan dou hou jan ngor. Ngor ji dou lei hou peng yau dou hou jan ngor.

Dong chor, lei um zhong yi ngor tong ngor gor tong hok yat cai chut hui. Kui dei hai lui yan wor. Ngor jit sau um dou. Ngor gok dak lei hou ji si. Lei zhong ji dou wan din lou! Ngor hou um hoi sum. Lei zhong yi lei gor din lou dor gor ngor ): Ngor tong hok dou wa bei ngor ji lei um hai yat gor hou nam pang yau. Ngor jau teng kui dei, tong lei fan sau.

Leong gor kei ji hau.. ngor jau tong J pak tor. Lei gong lei yat yat tou hai ngor oak kei lau ha dang ngor. Dan hai gor si hau ngor hou zan lei. Ngor hou zan lei yat yat dou wan din lou. Lei gong lei yau yeh tong ngor gong lei jau lei ngor lau tai tong ngor gong yeh. Ngor um ji dim hou. Ngor ji dou ngor yau siu. Dan hai mou sam geh. Ngor fan yan zhong yi siu mah ): Ji hau... Lei joi mou wan ngor lah....

Ngor tong J yat cai ga si hau... Ngor yat yat dou mong dou lei. Ngor um hai hui sam bin si hau mui ci dou hui ham. Ngor yat yau si gan zhong jui sms lei tong lei gong gei gor suet wah. Ngor dou hui hoi sum! Ngor hou seong tong hui fan sau.. dan hai ngor yak jek yi lei dou um xiong seung hoi hui.. jau tor dou bat gor yut ji hau.

Dan hai meh dou tai chi le. Lei gong lei jou yi geng mong gei ngor, dui ngor mou gam gok. Lei yi ga ga hou peng yau zhong wa ngor jeong ngor ji gei leng bei lei. Zhong yau.. lei gong ngor dei yi geng mou hor nang lah. Ngor sam hou tong. Ngor yat yat fan um jeok. Ji sek chou yin mong gei sor yau.

Ji hau.. ngor kuek deng mong gei lei. Ngor zhong sek hou dor nam yan tim. Zhong yi yau dim lei? Ngor gor sam zhong yau lei. Kui dei leng zai gor lei? Kui dei yao qin gor lei? Kui dei douk xu dor gor lei yau tim? Ngor sam ji yau lei. Dou yi ga ngor tou fong um dai.

Ngor ji dou lei yi gai joi woon yat gor san ga choi hong. Tong ngor tai dou si hau.. ngor hou seung sam. Hou seung sam.

Lei ji dou ngor chou yin.. lei jau sms ngor giu ngor mou chou. Ngor hou hoi sum wor. Dan hai lei kei satt hai dong ngor si yat gor pang yau. Ngor yun boon yeng seng lei ngor um hui chou yin le. Dan ngor ngor um dak. Ngor um dak mong gei lei.

Ngor hui gei dak lei ma ma gong gor ga suet wa.. yu gor leong gor yau yuen yat deng wooi hei fan mai yat cai. Ngor hor yi dang dou mah? Ngor jan hai um hor yi mong gei lei. Ngor gor sam zhong wooi yau lei. Yu gor yau yat tin ngor yau nam pang yau... ngor seung lei ji mou loon dim... lei dou hui weng yuen joi ngor sam. Yan wai ngor ji dou, ngor dei fan sau jor yat nin... ngor dou mou mong gei lei di mat yeh.

2008-09-03T19:53:00.001-07:00

I almost died but luckily I have this

2008-09-01T02:22:00.000-07:00

Record breaking; three fingers are in pain now, 4 blisters on both feet, both feet feeling sore isn't helping much. Miao..... wants to eat korean bbq at home soon! I miss the meat and all we have to do is just marinate the meat and fry it on the stone pan. So gonna organise a dinner soon.

2008-08-27T01:02:00.000-07:00

Passing hours through flipping stacks of fashion magazines and listening to Dusty Springfield and Perry Como. I want to get a vinyl turnable badly. Let me know if you want to sell it. (:

When I said I needed you

You said you would always stay

It wasnt me who changed but you

And now you've gone away

Left alone with just a memory

Life seems dead and so unreal

All thats left is loneliness

Theres nothing left to feel

You dont have to say you love me..

2008-08-22T03:15:00.001-07:00

I have not seen Dad for 3 weeks.
I have not seen Kor Kor for 1 week.
I miss the misters.

2008-08-21T04:45:00.000-07:00

Have not had any food since morning and i'm not feeling hungry yet. Perhaps sadness is feeling my stomach. Too sad, I took a nap while listening to cantopop. It's therapeutic for me. Woke up feeling better after chatting with Yuan, Diora and Dreas. Thanks loves. School have been stress. Internet connection was down since yesterday afternoon for 24 hours. Need to hunt for FMP stuffs soon since the connection is being repaired.

I am craving for pancakes.

2008-08-21T00:38:00.000-07:00

I've heard, it disturbed me greatly.
I made a mistake, i'm sorry.
I've learnt, i'm thankful.
I don't talk about it doesn't mean I don't feel for it.
All the ugly things i've heard, I feel perturbed.
It's what you feel and think, I will not try to explain.

Class cancelled again. Went to the library to hunt for books, but to no avail. Met Harrod and Fani and strolled along Haji Lane. Took some pictures of pretty shops, found a 'competitor' for maniac. Walked towards Esplanade but it started raining and had lunch instead. The world is never fair, you just got to accept it.

Controlling my emotions. ):

2008-08-19T13:28:00.000-07:00

FUCKING HELL!
Fucking pissed when I saw the pictures. So now he is your bestfriend aye. What fuck shit. How I know what fuck shit you psychoed him. Chicken pie. I hate it when people don't know anything about me and go round fucking talk stupid things. Don't fucking tell me you heard fucking nonsense about me when you don't fucking intend to fucking tell me who fucking talked bad and said what fucking shit. Don't try to act like you know me a lot. Oh please. I can't fucking ask you to leave me alone cause it's all ruined. Everything, it's over. I am to blame yes but i'm sure your fucking mouth played a fucking big part. Nothing can fucking help now. Nothing.
FUCKING SHIT. Just be a smoke machine and die early. CHICKEN PIE.

2008-08-16T12:13:00.000-07:00

Saw this in a guy's blog.

Before you speak, listen.
Before you write, think.
Before you spend, earn.
Before you invest, investigate.
Before you criticize, wait.
Before you pray, forgive.
Before you quit, try.
Before you retire, save.
Before you die, give.

2008-08-16T01:12:00.000-07:00

I woke up early wanting to paint my hideous brown cupboards. Bought white stainer from IKEA yesterday. It was so difficult to paint. Like my cupboard's surface is very smooth. So I thought I need to get wood paint. FINE, I went to Selfix D.I.Y. to look for wood paint. Anyways, the sales person told me I can't paint the cupboard cause it is varnished! FREAK! ): I need to sandpaper the varnish before I can paint. Now I have two choices to make:

1]Sandpaper the varnish. BUT it is a very messy and dusty job. I have to remove the clothes from my cupboard and everything in my room will be dusty! Tough and tedious ): I won't wanna do it :'(

2]Get wallpaper and paste it on the cupboard. It will be nice, but more expensive than painting it. Wallpaper will be fast and easy! But on the other hand, where can I find nice wallpaper in Singapore?!

I got so upset so I went to a CD shop. And I'm happier cause I bought three new concert dvds/vcd :D:D:D:D:D

2008-08-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

School was such a drag today. Anyways went to look for Uncle Oh to repair little Rolex. He's damn sweet! He went like: " WOAH! So much scratches! Then he polished it for me." Chit-chat with him a bit! Realised he's quite bitchy ;p

He asked: " Do you smoke?" I was reluctant to tell him so I said sometimes! Then he offered me a cigg! HAHA. OMG What a super duper cool adult. Huehuehue.

So he asked again: "Tell me honestly, how many boyfriends have you had?"
Me: "TWO."
Him: "Any current?"
Me: "Nope."
Him: "It's better to have a lot of money than to have a lot of love. You can spend money endlessly but it's a headache to have many love. Just have one love will do. Too many love will make you heartbroken."
Hahahha that was very cute of him. Then he continued: "Don't have too many boyfriends better. I change my car every 5 years I end up loosing money. Do you get what I mean not?"
How cool can he get. Always love to chat with him.

Anyways, cabbed to Funan to meet Wan for lunch/dinner. I was craving for calamari rings so we went to Swensons! Purrrfect! Chicken baked rice. Felt so full! THANKS WAN :D I felt so tired the whole day, kept yawning and yawning. I slept at 5am and woke up at 7am to go to school.

Cabbed down to Lido to meet Mom and Didi. Mom have tickets for Kallang Roar movie preview. Gosh I saw Randall Tan in white from top to bottom, so cute! Anyways, the goodie bag was packed with Milo packet drink, Milo instant mix, Milo chocolate bar, sweet popcornos, sponge soccer ball, IXUS mobile stripe, magnets. Okay, I fell asleep after ten minutes. NOT because the show is bad but because I was feeling super duper tired! ): Alright managed towake up during the last ten minutes to watch the ending :P

2008-08-12T07:04:00.000-07:00

A - Available: Yes.
B - Beer: Hoegaaden
C - Candy: Allen's Minties. Hi-Chew Candies.
D - Dream Car: Mercy SLR / Pagani Zonda.
E - Easiest person to talk to: Diora
F - Favorite colour(s): PINK
G - Gummi Bears or Gummi Worms: Gummi Bears
H - Hair: Straight and brown. But i love big curly hair.
I - Ice Cream: Ben & Jerry's. And Raspberry swirl.
J - Jail: ? No.
K - Kids: A boy and a girl.
L - Longest Car Ride: In Sri Lanka. From Colombo to Nuwara Eliya.
M - Movie Last: Red Cliff
N - Nickname: Miao.
O - One Regret: Eu
P - Penis Size: ?
Q - Quote: If you don't have a smile, i'll give you one of mine.
R - Reason to Smile: Equates to the reason to live.
R - Reason to Cry: Sad, heartbroken.
S - Shoes: High heels are love, Slippers are comfy.
T - Time you woke up today: 6pm.
U - Unpredictable: Who I might be with in future. Is it predictable or is it fate?
V - Vacation Spot: Im greedy, all over the world.
W - Who do you love? Oh ho ho ho ho .
X - X-tra Special Someone: Family and friends.
Y - Yellow: Yellow yellow d irty fellow.
Z - Zodiac Sign: Aries.

2008-08-10T06:33:00.001-07:00

There are just so many, so many weirdos on Earth.

CRAZY PEOPLE. -.-"

2008-08-06T14:53:00.000-07:00

Miao's life is fucked up.

2008-08-05T23:01:00.000-07:00

5th August 2008

Mustafa with Diora and korkor! :D Went to feed the little kittens first.

START :12am

It's been ages since I last went to Mustafa! Three of us practically checked out every single item available there :/ Hehehehe. Good shopping place for owls like us ;)

St Ives Collagen Elastic Body Moisturizer, it smells super good!

4711 ICE Eau De Cologne (Germany)

I used this when i was a little girl. I will rub it onto my head/scalp and massage it a bit whenever i have headache or when the weather is hot. "The refreshing coolness of 4711 IC instantly invigorates, and makes you feel fine" Love it! Hehe!

Swiss Miss Variety Pack Hot Chocolate! I've been drinking Cadbury's hot chocolate and it's time to try something new. Haha.

Giant TWIX! Mustafa have a whole load of candies and chocolates. They even stock Hershey's limited edition kisses, the purple one. It's not really available everywhere lah.

Hershey's Mr. Goodbar and Symphony in 1/2 pound pack.

END:4am

We spent almost 4 hours in Mustafa! GOSH! Wanted to go to Henderson Yong Tau Foo for supper but it's closed. ARGHH I love it to bits. The soup the soup the soup! The bee hoon! The chilli! The yong tau foo and the ikan billis and the kang kong! AHHH! *Drools.

Diora came over and I did hair treatment for her! As usual, the other neighbour dozed off immediately after he came down -.-" So we talked a lot again till 6.30am (: Love you little pie!

2008-08-05T22:21:00.001-07:00

5th August 2008

Headed to Jurong Point with Diora specially to Body Shop.

Body Shop is having sales! Love the products so much and couldn't resist getting them :D

Home Fragrance Oil, usual price $8.90 each, and it's only price 3 for $19.90 now! I'm hunting for the papaya one though, but it's limited edition. ):

Passion Fruit

Strawberry
Spa Wisdom

Passion fruit body scrub which smells like candy! :D Usual price $29.90, now only at $19.90!

While queueing up at the counter, I saw this package! Currently using their tea tree mask and I love the smell to bits. Both cost $40.80 and it's $26.90 now! Gosh how can I not get it and tea tree is good for blemish skin.

Tea Tree Oil Facial Exfoliator

Tea Tree Oil Foaming Face Wash

I'm a happy girl now. Jumps around with joy :D:D

2008-08-04T23:35:00.000-07:00

It was neighbours night again last night. We meet practically everyday. Okay not for Gareth but Diora and i meet EVERYDAY. HAHA. Anyways. We do really stupid things which i can't reveal here. Check out who is hot and who is not. Talk about everything too. And since we all have boy girl relationship problems.. Diora and I love to bombard Gareth why are guys like this like that and start to scold him for being a guy. HAHA. Gareth, in turn will ask why are girls like this like that but he can't scold us for we will scold him back :P

So, after some ghost story telling at 3am, the three of us decided to do mask! Used the soft brush to spread the tea tree mask on our face. Lied down on the bed and rest. To create the whole relaxing feel, I played Pachelbel's Canon in D as a soft background music. Should have taken some pictures! We were suppose to wash it 15mins later. So, the alarm rang and i turned it off and continued sleeping. ;/. Woke up again! I guess it was 4am plus! Washed my face... and it felt tighter and softer. ;) Woke Gareth up and he said: "I thought we can sleep with this whole night?" HAHHA. He went to wash it.. and went to sleep right after. Next was Diora, washed and dozed off immediately as well.. SO TIRED LAH. Continued sleeping till 8am and the two of them went home to sleep.

2008-08-03T10:33:00.000-07:00

My little pie, little confidante, little Diora. :D

2008-08-03T06:35:00.000-07:00

Went to Jurong Point with mom and dad! Bought 2 Hong Kong series! :D *weeepiiieee. jumps jumps.

The Gentle Crackdown

SCholar SHUI TUNG LAU [Moses Chan] becomes the new magistrate of Liang cai County. He is determined to fight against corruption. His caution drives impetuous constable LUK SHAP LEE [Nikki Chow] crazy. On the contrary, his wit and courage is appreciated by corrupt government secretary SZE KEI WONG [ Wayne Lai]. In a little while, the duo becomes perfect partners in court.

YEE winds LAU's compliment and gets promoted to sergeant. Her mother, KAM YING[Michelle Yim] follows her around secretly to keep her away from danger. Once, she shows her special trick 'Cloud Chopper' during and emergency, whichcreates the rumour that the 'Chivalrous Flying Hawk' is back. This also reminds everyone the loss of a treasured martial arts book called 'Secret to Immortality'....

The Legend of Lady Yang

In the Tang Dynasty, Emperor XUAN [Kwong Wa] was deeply infatuated with his beautiful concubine TANG [ Anne Heung], who emerged from a poor orphan to the Emperor's most beloved concubin in the palace. But everyone was jealous of YANG's wisdom and beauty. Concubine Mu Hui [Florence Kwok] pretended to be friendly with YANG. but behind mask, she play tricks and ruined the relationship between YANG and Concubine MEI [Melissa Ng], which brought about serious rivalry between the two.

YANG's cousin CHUNG [Tsang Wai Kuen] was promoted to important positions which lead to the jealousy of LI LIN PU [Kwok fung]. In addition, CHUGN and YANG vicariously brought about the rebellion of AN LU SHAN [ Louis Yuan], turning the palace into chaos. The emperor's mother urged XUAN to kill YANG. How the legendary YANG would go?

2008-08-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

Today Did You-——————-
1. Talk to a boy/girl you like ?>> yes! >.<~
2. Learn anything new?>> Nope, still feeling sleepy!
3.Talked to an ex?>> Nope, he doesnt wanna talk to me?
4.Miss someone?>> Yes!

-Last Person Who-————————
5.Laid in your bed?>> ME?
6. Made you cry?>> Erm, not anyone recently.
7. You went to the movies with?>> yuan, harrod, celina. watched SUMMER RAIN.
8. Went to the mall with you?>> Wisma; maggie, celina, mona, melissa, darren
9. You showered with?>> no one.
10. Made you laugh?>> him; the cute boy
11. Hugged you?>> diora

-General stuff-——————-
16. Favorite location?>> My room.
17.Tattoo?>> Nil.
18. What are you most scared of this second ?>> not being choosen for internship ):
19. Where do you want to get married?>> if my boy is local then singapore.
21. Does anyone like you?>> dont think so
22. Do you like being around people?>> yea
23.Have you ever cried?>> yea
24. Are you lonely right now?>> yea
25. Song stuck in your head?>> no matter by angel
26. Been on radio/TV?>> yes
28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?>> no
30. what color shirt are you wearing right now?>> white, with big bird's face.
31. Name three things that you do everyday?>> brush teeth, shower, smile.
32. How much cash do you have on you right now?>> $50+
33. Are you bored?>> ultra.
35. Who got you to join Myspace?>> i dont have a myspace account
38. What web site do you visit the most?>> www.facebook.com
39. Do you have plants in your room?>> nope
41. Who was the last person to hug you?>> diora.

-26 secrets-———————
1.WHAT IS YOUR DISPLAY NAME ABOUT?>> miao.. my name.. & Beyond - 喜歡你, band and song title.
2. WHERE WAS YOUR DEFAULT PICTURE TAKEN>> facebook? clinic, clarke quay.
4.WHAT’S YOUR CURRENT RELATIONSHIP STATUS?>> single.
5. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?>> yes
6. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?>> super bored and grumpy.
7. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?>> friendship with my few girlfriends, those diamonds.
8. HOW ARE THINGS IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?>> i am not in a relationship!
10. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU?>> yes. stuffs between euson and i.
11. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONEDAY- WHAT WOULD YOU BE?>> pure white persian cat.
12. EVER HAD A NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE?>> no
16. NAME SOMEONE WITH THE SAME B-DAY AS YOU?>> senior from secondary school.
17. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?>> yes. during those school camp fire.
18. WHAT’S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX ?>> dressing and hair.
19. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?>> esprit raspberry. haha
20. HAVE YOU EVER HAD A DRUNKEN WEEK?>> no
21. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?>> hongkong tv shows.
23. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?>> missing a cute boy. HAHHAA.
24. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?>> chinese, cantonese.
25. IS THERE SOMEONE ON YOUR MIND NOW?>> yes that cute boy!
26. WHAT HURTS YOU AT THE MOMENT?>> someone is attached.

Year 2002:
How old were you? 15
Where did you go to school? boon lay secondary school
Where did you work? no where.
Where did you live? jurong west
Where did you hang out? town.
How was your hair style? side parting long hair. always tied into a pony tail cos of school.
Did you wear braces? never.
Did you wear glasses? yeah
Who was your regular-person crush? haha euson
How many tattoos did you have? none
How many piercings did you have? 6
What car did you drive? dont have a license.
Worst fear? become handicapped.
Gotten drunk? yes
Had you driven yet? no
Had you been arrested? no
Had you been to a real party yet? yeah.
Had your heart broken? many times.

**HA HA HA!!! LETS SEE WHAT YOU ARE NOW !!!!!**__________________________________
2008
How old are you? 19
What grade are you in? uni year 2
what school are you in? raffles design institute.
Where do you work? no where.
Where do you live? jurong west
Where do you hang out? town and my room with my neighbour
Do you have braces? no
Do you wear glasses? not as often.
Still talk to any of your old friends? not as much
Who is your celebrity crush? those hongkong actors/singers ;p
How many piercings do you have? 6
What kind of car do you have? nil.
What is your biggest fear? becoming handicap
Have you gotten drunk? yes
Have you been arrested since if so how many times total? nil
Has your heart been broken? many times!

1. Start Time: 2.07pm
Name: miaoying chan
Nickname: ah miao. miao.
4. Astrology sign: aries
5. Gender: female
7. Hair color: brown black
8. Eye color: brown black
9. Height: 160
10. Favorite Most color: pink!
11. Glasses: nil
13. tattoos: nil
14. Birthplace: mt alvernia hospital.
15. Area code: +65?
16. TRUE friends: the few girls ;)

******HAVE YOU EVER*****
17. cut your own hair? : yes, split ends.
18. Done something in the past that you regret? : yeah, the only regret i have in life is euson.
19. Have you ever met someone you were not supposed to? : oh fuck, yes.
21. Skipped school? : all the time.
22. Bungee jumped? : no! would like to try one day >.<~
24. Punched someone? : no
25. Cheated on someone? : no
26. Been arrested? : no
27. Broken into someones house?: no
28. Been to a funeral? : yes
32. Used a lighter? : yes

*****FAVORITE*****
34. Season: spring and winter. hehe
36. Ice cream flavor: ben and jerry's cough dough ;p new york choco fudge.
37. Fav School subject(s): geography
38. Candy: allen's minties
39. Breakfast: bacon
40. Juice: watermelon and honey dew juice
41. Book(s): memoirs of a geisha
42. Movie(s): center stage
43. Song(s): cantopop
50. Letter: M
51. Favorite fast food restaurant : popeyes!
52. Disney Princess: ariel, cinderella.
53. TV station(s): dont like to watch local shows. only hongkong shows.
54. Name for a son: omg need time to really choose
55. Name for a daugter: need time to choose.

******DO YOU PREFER*****
56. Chocolate or Vanilla? : chocolate
57. Alcoholic or not? : non
60. Scary movies or comedies?: comedies
61. Short or long hair? : long hair
62. Croutons or bacon bits? : bacon bits

******FIRST THINGS THAT COME TO MIND******
64. Mexicans in general: big hats and long skirts.
65. School: ;/
66. Grass: green and dry
67. Cow: milk and moo
68. Canada: vancouver
69. Mouse: cute and small
70. Hands: holding hands

******THE PAST 3 DAYS, HAVE YOU******
71. Watched a movie? : no
72. Talked on the phone?: yes
73. Cried? : no
74. Choked?: no
75. Drank a glass of water? : yes
76. Done Drugs? : no
77. Read a book or magazine? : yes
78. Watched TV? : yes
79. Looked in the mirror? : yes
80. Taken a shower? : yes
81. Taken a picture? : yes
82. Listened to music? : yes
83. Kissed someone? : no
84. Told someone you liked them: no
85. End time: 3.09pm. i took so long cos i fell a sleep halfway ;/

2008-08-02T11:07:00.000-07:00

Wahahhahah classic. Taken in early 2007 in class. Yuan thinks this picture is scary! *MIAO*!

2008-08-02T00:26:00.001-07:00

These are a few of my favourite things I wish to do before internship starts!:
(Any interested party willing to accompany me? *stares at Celina ;p)

1]KITE FLYING! but, marina bay is gone! Where else can I fly my kite? ):
2]Ice skating....I just love the temperature inside. ;)
3]Sing K! The last time I went K was in Hong Kong! I didnt even sing much. I only sing with selective people cos' im shy!!!
4]Kickboxing,aerobics and pilates *Stares at little Diora
5]Roller blading with Celina.
6]Movies: Love Guru, Mamma Mia, 12 Lotus.... etc.
7]Learn how to sing canto songs. LEARN. LEARN. Hello? any cantopop lovers? ;/
8]SHOP! :D

Maggie and Gang ;)

2008-08-02T00:13:00.000-07:00

1st Aug - Midnight. Clinic and off to Cafe Iguana. :D:D:D
[Maggie, Mona, Astrid, Celina, Miao, Hubert, Eric, Darren, Alvin.]

2008-08-01T23:46:00.000-07:00

A day in town with Maggie, Celina, Mel, Mona, Darren.

2008-08-01T23:31:00.000-07:00

POPEYES!

NIHON MURA

PICTURE HOUSE: Summer Rain

2008-08-01T23:14:00.000-07:00

I really miss you a lot, all I asked of you was to meet me when you are out this weekend. But you told me there is no point meeting, i've said what I wanted (I guess 9 months ago), and you are numb already. Fine. Too much misunderstanding between us, really. But i respect your decision. Life will go on for me.

Multiple choice:
1] Stay single forever
2] Turn lesbian since most of the guys are jerks these days. [prove me wrong man]
3] HurHurHur Hunt for the perfect one. Which is so difficult. I've heard enough of guys and their disgusting acts! AHHHHHHH!!

I don't understand why teenagers must be troubled over such boy-girl problems. Why can't we just find a near-to-perfect-person to be with?! WEIRD LIFE! It's a SATURDAY AND MIAO CHAN IS AT HOME! OMG. Was looking forward to at least visit The Body Shop at Jurong Point with Mom. Mom is out, dad is out, big brother is going to stayover in Pulau Ubin with his friends, little brother is obviously stuck in cyber world.

I ought to quit smoking.

2008-07-25T21:46:00.000-07:00

Interview went slightly well I guess. I really hope I can get to do my internship there! It sucks to wait for their reply. After interview was towning with Celina! Cabbed to Paragon and chilled at Star Bucks. It was good, just chilling in a quiet peaceful environment, smoking, sipping Esprit raspberry, occasionally talking about this and that, burst of laughter over interesting stuffs like people pronouncing 'mochaaaa' rather than ' mocca' ;/

Walked to Tangs to check out Booty Booster. It looks weird, like a thick padded bra for the butt. I tried it on and it feels rather uncomfortable, perhaps the wrong size for me? perhaps I wore it wrongly. It does add an extra ooooommmppphhhh anyhow. Before and after picture. ;/

Far East Plaza was next stop! I was wearing a 4inch heels and my feet hurts big time so I decided it was time to get a new shoe! Yippie~ Shopped around quickily but Celina and I will be back there again cos' it was rather late and both of us were hungry! Hungry folks don't really have much enery to shop! We had AYAM PENYAT for dinner! :D:D I loveeee the chilli truckloads, super spicy but very good! Thanks Celina for the treat! But guess what I went to toilet to bomb immediately after -.- Must be the chilli! Departed and took the train home. (: It was a great day towning with Celina! We gotta meet us again to compensate for the not-very-productive-shopping-day-and-my-thai-food-treat! :D

Went home, changed into slippers and chit chat with Little Diora under our block from 11pm - 4am! We really talk a lot, I mean A LOT. OMG can you believe it! We saw this super cute guy for the first time, our block neighbour and he stays at level 3! AHAHA! And we went to look for that BMW 6series, super sleek car. While waiting for Gareth, we went home to get some cat food for the stray kittens! Anyhows, Diora's cats are so super cute! I love their fur's color and they are fluffy and big! OMG! Total cuteness! I'm bored now and I don't feel like blogging much! Going to Bugis' temple with Diora later! :D:D:D

2008-07-25T00:42:00.000-07:00

i
am
very
scared
and
excited
and
i
dont
know
what
to
feel.
please numb me.. wish me luck! (:

2008-07-22T09:07:00.000-07:00

Sister Trisha finally came down to Boon Lay! ;p Met brother Alvin and Tri under my block. Uno is far too slim. gotta take a gigantic puff before feeling anything. HAHHA. super girlie cigg. Sit down chit-chat and decided it was too noisy cos' there were other people there as well. Went up to my place and ended up facebook-ing. We had a great time laughing. Guess our tummy became slightly smaller after all the intense laughing :D Thanks jie for helping me deal with this new template!

Little Diora is sick! Take care and get well soon my dear. love love lovee!

2008-07-21T10:51:00.001-07:00

The only words which shows concern from you are: "You have to stop smoking", "aiyo not a good habit!", "just not good for your health".

I really miss your smell....it smells like a baby. I wanted to tell you but i'm afraid.

Marlboro Ice Mint is good. Very smooth but the stick is short, as in the filter is super long. Uno or SKL black cherry next? I'm not out to make people worry. I smoke only when i'm very down. My life is fucked up now. I am grateful I have Little Diora. She is my confidante, the one and only one who knows me deep down. Guys are whatever, friends are forever.

2008-07-21T06:08:00.000-07:00

I thank fani bunny for sharing with me this devotion:

Obeying God is the key to real and ultimate happiness.

Young people today are swift by the wind. Trying to find happiness in unstable places. which took up their pysical, intellectual and moral power, which brought them to immoral lust... happiness is to be found in the right way and the right source.

If young people are desiring for the real happiness, with gladness they should strife to finish the work handed in to them, and keep their hearts in the right balance.

The life of Christ points the way to real happiness. Jesus is the center of life.

just pure sweetness or pure lies?

2008-07-19T20:07:00.000-07:00

So here we stand, in our secret place...
The sound of the crowd so faraway..
I look at miao's face she look so sad...
So what can I say?
Do I say goodbye?
Both have our own dreams both wanna fly. (:
So what can i do uncarry her through the lonely times...

We were as one babe, for a moment in time..
and it seem ever lasting, that you'll always be mine..
and you want to be fly so i'm letting you fly..
so I know in my heart babe,
that you'll always be mine.

too serious too soon, 愛在記憶中找你

2008-07-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

Somethings just changed overnight. It's pretty scary if i were to think of it again. Maybe it's a misunderstanding? Maybe it's real but boy the words you say are just so weird and ..... maybe fake. I tried to deceive myself but it's just so obvious. Anyways since you didn't defend yourself any further, I guess that's the end. Things will never be as sweet as before. Why didn't you reply me ? why? why? Were you feeling guilty? Or did i wrong you ? I really took into consideration you will be the one.. looks like it was just my naive thinking. All the best in your life.

I wonder where you where

I wonder what your thinking about tonight

I wonder

Maybe your alone

Maybe you’ve been crying just like me

I wonder I don’t know why I lost your touch

Maybe I wanted to be loved too much

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

I told you every day

I told you every night in every way

I love you Maybe you got scared

Maybe I have nothing else to say

But I love you

So baby now my life’s a mess

Cause i’m Cos I couldn’t love you any less

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

Too soon

It’s not right

It’s not fair

It’s in you baby cuts like a knife

What if you were the love of my life

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious, too soon

I wanted you to love me

We got too serious to soon

I wanted to be there for you like no one else before

Too serious too soon I wanted you too love me

It’s been a rainy afternoon

Now I’m staring at the moon

Thinking we got too serious, too soon

我對你　這一生　哪個可比我與你　差一些　永遠一起邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲要自何頁說起
愛太重　深呼吸　欠缺空氣愛太美　輕輕的　卻載不起愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣它走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛
＊如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你連遇上亦要躲避無非想（要）放下你　還是掛念你誰又會及我傷悲前事最怕有人提起就算怎麼伸盡手臂我們亦有一些距離＊
你太遠　該怎麼　說對不起你太近　一轉身　卻已高飛快樂也許太短　似場流星雨一眨眼　就如幻愛怕又記起
Repeat＊(＊)
我情愿我狠心憎你我還在記憶中找你

2008-07-18T16:04:00.000-07:00

Have you forgotten what you promised me? My heart really sank when I saw what I saw and heard what I heard. I was so absolutely perturbed. I choose not to believe but looks like promises are meant to be broken anyways. You have breached my trust. All that you have given were sweet nothings. Are all guys like that? I need time to recover from this bad fall. I am very tired from all the waiting and sleepless nights. :'(

1]To the sleepless, night is long; to the weary, the league; to the ignorant the cycle of existence.

2]Conquer anger with love, evil with good, greed with charity and falsehood with truth.

3]Lust the fiercest fire; hate the tightest grip, delusion the worst trap, craving the worst flood.

4]"If you wish to escape from suffering from fear, practise wisdom and compassion."

5]To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun.

2008-07-09T10:26:00.000-07:00

To everything there is a season, a time for every purpose under the sun.

A time to be born and a time to die;

a time to plant and a time to pluck up that which is planted;

a time to kill and a time to heal ...

a time to weep and a time to laugh;

a time to mourn and a time to dance ...

a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing;

a time to lose and a time to seek;

a time to rend and a time to sew;

a time to keep silent and a time to speak;

a time to love and a time to hate;

a time for war and a time for peace.

ecclesiastes 3:1-8

Miao had a great holiday. She is loving all those who are loving her. She loves to read the paragraph above whenever she is feeling down or unmotivated. She ought to learn how not to take what others think or say or do seriously especially when it is not constructive and instead quite destructive for her mood.

And of cause she have faith in someone she believe strongly in. Perhaps it's magic? Everything seems like a little fairy tale evolving around the both of them in their little dreamland, yes just the both of them. Her mood has definately hit the highest point on the euphoric scale. (: Anyohows it is 1.32am and she is currently doing her ARCS report. She get a two weeks extended deadline due to her two weeks suffering from chickenpox. Thankful to jeremy brett for being so kind and understanding.

The smell of nicotine is lingering from her lungs to her nose. No, she is not smoking, just missing it. She ought to quit because she made a promised. As much as she would like to have ' a time to love and idle on her bed', she can't as she have to complete her report soon. And so, soporific feeling is kicking in as she continues to type her report....(: so long, farewell.

monster miao is back

2008-06-22T14:30:00.001-07:00

After a long hiatus, the monster is back to blogging. Perhaps, she need a place to write. It has been 7 months since I last blogged and I'm clueless where I should start. Anyhows, time check: 5.32am and I am not tired. It is probably because of the late night sleep few day back. I will be back with pictures! ;)

online shopping web

2007-11-18T08:01:00.000-08:00

HELLOWELLO!. zomg been ages since i last blog. there is a really good place to shop online!! check out

WWW.FUSHIONHOUSE.BLOGSPOT.COM

they've got many collections. check back form time to time for the lastest uploads! join their mailing list !!! :D PRETTY PRETTY APPARELS!!

2007-09-16T07:31:00.000-07:00

ADVERTISEMENT;

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They have got really funky, sweet, pretty, lovelie clothes for everyone out there! Quick grab the pretty apparels/ accessories before it is sold out! :D

2007-09-15T21:05:00.000-07:00

oh dear. my life is screwed. feeling very tired. but i must presevere! 5 more days to one week holiday!! ;/

2007-09-14T03:30:00.000-07:00

been really busy with school final projects lately.

12th sep 2007 was Fashion Advertising project presentation on MOCCA.COM.

Cherisse, Yuan, Lolo, Miao. :D

14th sep 2007. I made a collage of what naldo drew for me on msn. he is so talented! :D

2007-09-12T11:04:00.001-07:00

it's hard to let go.....

2007-09-11T07:19:00.000-07:00

spoilt for choice for me to try;

Lancome
Blanc Expert NeuroWhite
UV Expert DNA Shield

Yves Saint Laurent
Clarte Extreme Intense Whitening care

Shu Uemura
Deepsea Moisture Replenishing Essence
Foaming Cleansing water F2
Deepsea Moisture Replenishing lotion
Deepsea Moisture Replenishing Emulsion

thank you momee. muacks.

2007-09-06T04:20:00.000-07:00

Luciano Pavarotti

Great man with a big heart,
Finest tenor of our time,
Excellent quality voice,
Thanks a million,
Rest in peace.

2007-09-03T22:15:00.000-07:00

MY MOBILE PHONE GOT STOLEN.
Kindly email me your contact numbers please ): ah_miao@hotmail.com

rant ahead>> ignore if u wish.
By a mother fucking pickpocket. I was at Jurong East's Popular browsing thru some books at the Chinese section where they place all the Taiwan, China books. I left the books im gonna get on the floor, and my handbag on the books It was fcuking right beside me. While browsing, I could sense this malay middle age man very neatly dressed in shirt and pants looking at me. I turned around and looked at him and he was like staring at the books. Then i was thinking oh wells he was just looking at the books. So i went to pay for the books and after which i realised my mobile is gone. Why am I such a big head prawn(Cantonese 'Dai Tou Har' which means blurr). Too naive to think that this kind of thing would happen on me. HE IS A MALAY AND STARING AT CHINESE BOOKS! WHY DIDN'T I REALISED SOMETHING IS WRONG! I AM SO STUPID CAN. KANINABEICHAOCHEEBYE!!!!!!! DIU LEI LOU MOU HAM KAR CHAN! POK GAI! NYENTOT!!! ARGH!!!!!

2007-08-31T07:20:00.000-07:00

I miss my evil little brother. He went to Japan this morning and will be back only after a week ): No one to chat with at home. No one to cook for when i feel like cooking but don't want t eat. ):

2007-08-29T10:14:00.000-07:00

After months of keeping the Rolex in the Marie box, finally got it repaired and polished! Lovely. (:

I heard from classmates my Fashion Advertising teacher Sandy was mad with those who did not attend her lesson today! By right, i did not turn up for her class.. BUTTT by left, i was in the library doing my homework! It feels good to be alone in the library to draw with full concentration. I saw those two handsome boys can!!*Ahem to Yuan, i saw that Audi guy ;p and *Ahem to Harrod, i saw that Cibu guy :X

Oh yarh! i was doing my work and this group of fellow indonesian schoolmates crowd around the entrance.. a guy pulled his friend into the library and announce: "WHO WANT TO SEE HANDSOME MAN!?" Then he kept pointing at his friend -.-" damn disturb lah.

Went for lunch with Harrod at Ah Loy Thai. Both of us ordered PHAT THAI!(PAD THAI). I love MaMa's Tom Yum Goong Instant Noodles! Sad to say, mom fetch me to Gek Poh and Central's Prime supermart and its not available! ): Guess I gotta make a trip down to thai marts.

Edmund, my garment &composition teacher was telling us about Silk. we all know silk originates from silkworm, it becomes cacoon. after which the cacoons will be thrown into boiling water... and guess what.... Edmund said: "THE CACOONS ARE SCREAMING IN THE WATER!!"
Tell me he is cute ;p

Oh no!!! it is gonna be, in fact it is! the month of stress month! Final exams and projects due dates are reaching soon! Gonna be uber busy. And ive got terrible pimple outbreak even Matthew noticed! ): Mom say it must be due to the last night sleep and nag at me to sleep early. When i told her its the last month already she went like.... okay, its alright to sleep late! -.-"

Check out my Hello Kitty pancake (: It is not burnt! Just that i have to cook it longer cos' it is thick! On top of that, that is the only wat to make the face become obvious.

GET WELL SOON LOLO! poor girl, down with really high fever and is on MC for 2 days.

2007-08-24T05:59:00.000-07:00

PHAT THAI & SAMBAL SQUIDS :D :D

Pictures uploaded!:
Raffles Designers >> 22nd & 24th August 2007. Pictures with Harrod, Fani, Resti and Chris in class! :D :D See Pictures 87 onwards.

2007-08-18T11:49:00.000-07:00

pictures are finally up (: click on the album links to view!

Raffles designers ; random pictures from picture 81 onwards.

Cineleisure with lolo ; 20th july, we went to watch Korean movie 'who slept with her'. its highly recommended, super hilarious.. (:

Hollywood Bollywood ; An event organized by Raffles Design Fashion Marketing students for one of their module. It was held on the 17th July 2007 at Ministry Of Sound. (:

2007-08-15T10:05:00.000-07:00

Ratatouille (Read; Rat-a-too-ee), opens 30th Aug 2007!
its so super adorable can. check out the plushie!!

Yen1980

Yen2400

i always enjoy Wednesday cos' there is Edmund's Garment and Composition! LoLo,
Yuan & I are the Gossipmongers in class. ohmygod. Edmund will forever say: 'Stop gossiping ar'. hahaha. OH did i tell you he is super cute with really long eyelashes!! *drools. anyways, we were learning how to draw Halter Top and he said that we must not draw the plunging neckling lower than the bust line.. and you know what is the reason? MODESTY. -.-"

It was break time and he announced to the class:
"Those who smoke please don't go for break ar!"
Class: *Blurr*
Edmund: "I`m helping those who smoke to live a little longer!"
Class: -.-"""
LOL.

Harrod lost his phone in the cinema and he was using his Aunt's spare phone. its Nokia 8250! The one with Blue-tooth, Blue light and butterfly like keypads! HAHAHAHA. Read: Vintage. HAHAH :D:D:D

Edmund got us to get into pairs cause we have this Quality Control kinda thing next lesson. we are suppose to bring like good quality and bad quality clothes to compare. so harrod was asking where can we get bad quality clothes? Read our answers:
Julius; Queensway!!!
LoLo; Pasar Malam panties! 50cents only! The aunties like to stretch stretch stretch!
Me; YOUR 8250!!! HAHAHAHHAHA.

Anyways, my seniors have organised an event at MOS 'Hollywood Bollywood. Fashion shows, dance performances and hell loadsa fun! BUT All 350 tickets are SOLD OUT! NO MORE LEFT! Apparently Sherna(Programme Director) knows that lots more people want to get the tickets! SIGH, i really hope they will print more tickets. ): I WANT YUKIE AND RITHMA TO GO!!! ):

If anyone of you is bored, check this blog out;
WWW.KOK.BLOGSPOT.COM
the author is very busy serving the nation so the lack of updates. anyways, read his archives its funny. ;p

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YEAH! FRESH FROM WETSEAL! (:
cap sleeve smocked babydoll in paisley and blue.

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Check out my short hair.

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MY LOVES;

Marie (The Aristocats)

THE ARISTOPOSTER. :x

Mother & Daughter

Berlioz, Marie & Toulouse :D

Duchess & Thomas romancing :X

She is a fictional character from one of Disney's cartoon The Aristocats. Marie and her family are from France, Paris. Her mom is Duchess, and her two brothers are Berlioz and Toulouse. They live in a mansion of retired opera singer with Frou Frou the horse, and Roquefort the mouse. An alley cat, Thomas O'Malley befriends Duchess and the kittens and becomes Duchess' mate. :D Marie loves to sing.

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Hello Kitty

Hello Kitty & Dear Daniel.

Charmmy Kitty was given to Hello Kitty by her father, George White. :x

This Hello Kitty doll cost 8-million yen(USD660000), made of 62,000 Swarovski crystals. It is sold in Mitsukoshi Department Store in Tokyo. :D:D

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KUROMI!

Kuromi is a white rabbit who wears a black jester's hat that features a pink skull on the front. She also has a pointed black tail. She usually has an evil or cocky expression, but can also be love-struck.

She rides on a purple rabbit known as Baku. Baku has the power of flight

Although My Melody has warm feelings for Kuromi, Kuromi's feelings are more inclined to rivalry.

Kuromi's shop :D
Kuromi is born on october 31, Halloween day :X Although she looks cruel, she is actually very girly. She loves handsome guys.... JUST LIKE ME :x

2007-08-13T04:20:00.000-07:00

OHMYGOD STRESS AR!!!!

DEADLINES;
14th aug - 10 logo doodles
15th aug - garment n compo drawings
16th aug - Visual merchandising test
& 'my dream room sketch'
on top of that i need to hunt for full length opaque leggings! anyone know where can i gettit? ):

i woke up at 3.30pm today. ohmygod. too much sleep is bad for health and apparently one will turn fatter ;/ ran outta paper so i got a stack of printing paper from Popular. window shopped a bit and went to watsons. finally bought the heated eyelash curler, canot wait to try ! and a box of hair dye. impulse buy LAH.. to dye or not to dye :P

presenting to you my favourite teacher!;

MADELEINE WONG!!!!
she is just SO CUTE AND PRETTY. heehee.
p/s; picture courtesy; six6photography

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this was take few days back while having break from class. (: i love them

2007-08-11T13:13:00.000-07:00

11th aug;

i was suppose to meet yuan, celina and lolo for etsy's project. lolo told me we will be meeting at Cineleisure,4 pm. bad thing was i woke up only at 3.30pm -.-" OHMYGOD. asked mom to fetch me down. when i was at Cine, lolo told me there are at BRAS BASAH'S LIBRARY! ohmygod. bad bad bad. Did not head down to bugis cos' they finish discussing alrdy :/ ohmygod. bad bad bad. so i was abandoned in town. bought a new shoe from cine.... texted so many pple to ask if are they in town so someone can accompany me to shop! ;x

literally roamed arnd in town. finally yukie came down! TEEHEEHEE :D and resti came too! bought two tops from far east. anyways i am super super super unlucky cos i wanted to get this dress, when i went back two hours later, its gone. WHAT THE FCUK. im so fcuking sad can. i want that BYSI dress and its outta stock too!! ARGH. someone kill me lah. :'( went to coffee club for dinner afterwhich. leonardo came down to meet resti and they went to pak tor. resti and i roamed arnd in cine. hehehe.

YUKIE, MIAO & RESTI at Coffee Club, Orchard :D

12th aug;

called korkor and he came to fetched us to Hacienda bar at Dempsey road! its a nice nice nice place. hehe. apple, joseph, alex, ben, elson were there~ chilled and talk so much cock.

MIAO & YUKIE @ Hacienda Bar with ginormous hoegaarden beer mug :x

fetch yuki back home after the chill session and went to bukit timah for milo dinosaur, roti prata and more.

PICCAS for Hacienda bar at Dempsey Road. *click*

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HI!

Passed all my subjects for term 1 :D :D :D :D
imma happy girl! ((((((: *jumps arnd with joy :D :D

okay, im going shopping with harrod tomorrow to hunt for the dress im looking for!

<3 <3

2007-07-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

today is friday the 13th! oh my god. i didn't realise it till lolo's twin sister told me. i was late for school! visual merchandising lesson starts at 1oam and i woke up at 9.31am! guess i was too tired i ignored the alarm ): i had to fly down and reached at 10.15am PHEW! luckily yvonne(my teacher) did not lock the door. shared with chris my tom yum goong tao kae noi! crispy seaweed is love :D :D

went to plaza sing with lolo and harrod. lolo bought a nightie from la senza for her aunt's bday! went to yamaha and lolo saw a cute angmoh playing on the was it an organ? haha. alright. we had FRIED MARS BARS FROM CHIPPY!! gosh! yummilicious. headed down to lolo's hse and seriosuly bitched the whole day! wanted to lunch at thai pan but it was closed. oh wells. OH! and we saw this hot guy wearing hot pink, close to red tho, trunks! he is vey tanned and of cos harrod got excited! his hairstyle is exactly the same as boon's previous hairstyle! so being lame, we called out; 'ah boon!', ' boon ah!!!!' hoping he will turn around.... enough of words, let the pictures do the talking!

click HERE for pictures... see picture 63 onwards. (:

p/s; i miss maddy ):

2007-07-12T04:16:00.000-07:00

hello!

redang pictures are up! click HERE! underwater pictures are still with my cousin... will upload it soon(:

pictures of my daily school life will be uploaded HERE! come back for more!(:

last but not least; life of euson and i. muahahaha. HERE !! :D

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HELLO! BATAM PICS ARE UP TOO! click HERE !

actually, all the links of the photos are ---> look to your right, under galleria. enjoy~

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welcome to my miao's blog! this blog will contain my everyday life in school! and loadsa pictures of assignments, and everything will be uploaded into an online photo album. this blog is still a baby so do drop by often for updates! :D

i've got truck loadsa things to do;
*upload batam 07 pics *DONE
*upload hongkong 07 pics
*upload redang 07 pics *DONE
*upload srilanka 07 pics
*upload euson&my pics *DONE
*upload assignment pics
*upload all the mobile pics

realise its all pics! i love to take snap snap snap! julius(my classmate) calls me a camwhore ;/